Lesson
Saturday, March 10, 20126:39 AM
Assalamualaikum and hello everyone .
Ive been stayed in school for about 5 weeks and had to neglect this blogger for awhile .
From my 5 weeks experienced in boarding school ,
I faced tooooooo much problem especially its about friendship .
I dont want tell who is that girl because its AIB .
But one things I realized , we cannot judge people . People have many , different type , different behaviour . Not all things we used to like , we want people to be the way that we want. CANNOT . So here's a thing , previous week I was in trouble , a bad problems occur . Eventough I told some people , but they can do nothing . They said they understand me yes I belive in them . I do , but how complex the problem it is, I have to face it on my own . I pray to Allah , He listened to me He gives me a way and become near to Him . I did Hajat prayer and one night I dreamt about that girl . I've decided to solve this problem . Alhamdulillah , now we can talk eachother just like we used to be but still there's an awkward feelings . I've got my lesson here . We need to take care of our own sake " Hablu minallah wa Hablu minannas" Our relationship with Allah , and relationships with humans .
For my best friend , Im sorry Im not telling you my problems earlier that it supposed to be because I dont want you to worry about me and started to think of me furthermore we're in exam weeks and thanks for listening to whatever I confessed to you even you didnt give me back ' KATAKATA SEMANGAT" maybe i never shows to you how precious you are actually in my life , just im not that kind of person .
Im sorry for making you feels uncomfortable .
People will see the goodsite of me but you see how bad I am actually .
Now , let bygone be bygone
I thanked Allah . He boosted AN-NUR inside my heart . He really opened my eyes , Ainii my heart , Qalbii . Allahuakbar . God mercy .
To those people out there , appreciate whats around you be grateful for wahtever you have . Love people that loves you back , create a happy Ummah among us . Believe in God , because He will help us to solve the obstacles in life .
May God bless us .
Insyallah .
